Love and Hate

There are days in which, one might be surprised, I am truly grateful to be a recovering addict. Then there are days when the shitty committee in my head won't shut up. Days like this I want to run. Where? That is the problem. When all logic and experience tells me that drugs didn't work and that they will never fix me but I think...just one drink. One drink my addiction tells me wouldn’t hurt. It would help ease these feelings.

Just for today I’m grateful to be a recovering addict.