Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Love and Hate

There are days in which, one might be surprised, I am truly grateful to be a recovering addict. Then there are days when the shitty committee in my head won't shut up. Days like this I want to run. Where? That is the problem. When all logic and experience tells me that drugs didn't work and that they will never fix me but I think...just one drink. One drink my addiction tells me wouldn’t hurt. It would help ease these feelings.

Just for today I’m grateful to be a recovering addict.

2 Comments:

Blogger Mee mOe said...

And we continue to go each day, just day after day, I keep thinking the same thought, how do I remove it? with the remembrance of the hurt I have in my heart from the ones I hurt the most which are the one I love the most...so I am loved by those now and nothing can replace that feeling...I love you !!!

December 11, 2007 at 5:16 PM  
Blogger Mee mOe said...

you were tagged, read my blog for instructions...love you !!!

December 19, 2007 at 12:18 PM  

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