Love and Hate
There are days in which, one might be surprised, I am truly grateful to be a recovering addict. Then there are days when the shitty committee in my head won't shut up. Days like this I want to run. Where? That is the problem. When all logic and experience tells me that drugs didn't work and that they will never fix me but I think...just one drink. One drink my addiction tells me wouldn’t hurt. It would help ease these feelings.
Just for today I’m grateful to be a recovering addict.
posted by Julia at
2:15 PM
3 Comments:
And we continue to go each day, just day after day, I keep thinking the same thought, how do I remove it? with the remembrance of the hurt I have in my heart from the ones I hurt the most which are the one I love the most...so I am loved by those now and nothing can replace that feeling...I love you !!!
you were tagged, read my blog for instructions...love you !!!
It is inspiring how you acknowledge both the good days and challenging moments in recovery.
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